urrrr......

the last few days have, on average, sucked.

simply sucked.

i guess starting with sunday.

saturday night was pretty fantastic.

well, fantastic at the time.

as in, "oh hey, i'm going to drink a third of a bottle of 99 peaches BY MYSELF and go to a band party."

it was fun.

got straight boy action for the first time in a long time.

sunday morning, couldn't remember shit.

it's tuesday and i'm still filling in memories.

I'M NOT THAT PERSON. BUT I AM. I HATE IT.

there were some good points and bad points in the long ass story, which i will not type out completely.

all i can say is that it was probably a good thing i threw up.

still have straight boy's hoodie. and people are talking about me.

turns out i drunkenly picked the wrong person.

we all do dumb things.

anyway, i got a lot of crap about it the next day (though there are people that support me because HI WE'RE IN COLLEGE. i love those people)

monday i had two exams (one in french, one in statistics)...

cried a lot on sunday about that (and getting judged)...

they didn't go THAT badly in my mind, but that's what i thought about the exam i took in my american lit class two weeks ago.

and i got a D on it.

so my tuesday morning was FANtastic.

i'm an ENGLISH major. why is there a D at the top of my GENERAL EDUCATION AMERICAN LIT exam!?!?!?

anyway, i felt like an epic fail all day.

BUT. i got an A- on my education exam which i took the same day as the american lit exam.

so.

we win some, we lose some.

i get drunk and have fun.

i get drunk and get reprimanded.

dark and light.

oh goodness.

i'm never drinking as much as i did this past weekend ever again.

speaking of weekend....seeing Twelfth Night at the American Shakespeare Center this weekend with some of my English major girls.

i'm REALLY excited!! :)

we're going to have a great nerdy time. it's going to be so awesome! hahaha

until then, i'll keep reminding myself that everything blows over.